Reflection...

yes...i know..i havent been blogging for a very long time..reason being...laziness got the better of me..but guess what...im back...and hopefully i will be back for good..haha...say NO to laziness..><...well..since i havent blog in quite a while..therefore i thought of doing a reflection post on what had happened in the past few weeks/months...
=>today is the day i decided to hit the pause button in my life to see how far i have come....

• first to kick things off i think i will start with my studies...a year ago..i entered engineering course with the hope that its the right choice for me...i was uncertain and afraid with the choice i made..reason being i was green and i was a novice with no experience in life or what so ever...i based my decision on the wish that and i can do well in the future...after a year of studying...i think im doing ok...im still happy with my choice..but not so sure with my major...but overall i think im doing quite ok...but im still trying to do better...
• after a year of struggling..i finally got my own car...its not new...but that is not the main point..the point is that i have a car..MINE..at last...
  
• despite the fact that i said i wanted to change my phone for 2 consecutive years...im still using my N70 after 4 long years...guess i just have to be patient and wait for the right phone to come along....
  
• i finally did it..i broke free from my so called comfort zone and made new friends in MMU...yes..i have to say..its a real character building experience..people in MMU are a collection of different characters from all walks of life...you may get along with some and you will despise some no matter how much you try....
• im taking this chance to say im truly blessed and happy that im getting closer with some of them...and hopefully its not a one sided feeling...and im sorry for some of the foolish things i did in the past...as i can be a bit bitter as things get tough in the past...but its a part of growing...i guess we can only truly appreciate ones company after feeling the loneliness without it...and after overcoming a great deal of obstacles im blessed to still be friends with some of them...
• i cant deny the fact that theres a lot of drama lately...all i can hope for is just that things will be better as time passes and we should be glad that we are given the chance to invest in more relationship....

i can still keep going but i think nobody is going to read a long post with all words...so i think im going call it a day....sem break is finally coming to an end and results will be released soon...gosh..im nervous...all i can do is just to hope for the best and everyone will be happy...

Bless all,
Josh