Fustrating...Tired...

oh gosh...today...wat a day...somehw today everyting is like wrong....somehw i find today freakin fustrating....everyting n everyone jz pisses me off...i cant stand it at all...sooner o lata im goin to break if tis continues...aih...after all the fustration...somehw i feel kinda tired as well...fustrated...tired...all the emotions r jz coming bak...n somehw i don nid tis now...im jz too weak to handle all tis rite now...i wish i hv the strength to continue the battle...nv forgotten or left out...now im jz tired...truely xhausted after being fustrated tru out the day...haih...

Lonely soul...

lonely soul...heard a song today...somehw it brought bak old memories...n suddenly i felt so lonely...loneliness took over my heart...after a huge effort of struggling..finally manage to shake off tht feeling..bt somehw events tht happen today somehw made me lonely again somehw....haih...jz struggling...hope tht after 1 gd nite of sleep...i will recover..n all the bad memories wil b gone....no longer being the odd 1 o being left out...

Potong steam nite..

haih...today...is a bloody potong steam nite..everyting aso half plus 6...cnt get it done at all...for starters...was planning to go 4 sibaraku buffet...mana tau..full house...so we went to the nxt door sibaraku n ordered set meals...den when we were paying bill tht time...wat the heck la..suddenly...a 10% tax..lolz!...after tht went for a movie..n wat the heck la...tht movie..aso POTONG STEAM...haih...the ending like half way hanging..so incomplete...zz..tak tahan nia...den...finally...we went to a few stops b4 coming bak to ep..den we went to cc...n mana tau the 1st cc we went..dint hv call of duty 4...so yet again...POTONG STEAM...den we went to the nxt cc...now tis cc got CoD4...tapi!!!...duno wat the heck...com cnt connect..so cnt play wif them via lan..so yet yet yet again!!...POTONG STEAM...tak tahan sia..so i jz end up playing ro n using msn n chat...den i chat chat chat half way...my time is up..yet again..POTONG STEAM...the whole nite jz potong steam..den on the way goin upstairs..some stupid guard stop us n ask us close bak th gate tht we opened...padahal its their job..so yet again...POTONG STEAM...haih!...so i tink i shall call 26th n 27th of sep a potong steam day...haih..oh ya..btw..its jackson's bday...so..jackson..happy bday..on a veli potong steam day...

Prom party....

wel...so today was practically the party for computer application...o some may call it a graduation dinner....hmm...lets c...around 6 sumting...everybody was bz bathing n preparing for the so call "big" nite...all of us were bz styling our hair...shaving...picking out clothes...hw to wear our clothes n all...so here r a few pics of us after we r semi-rdy...

me n jer...

me trying to enlarge my eyes..

3 of us....finally kinda done..

den...we r on our way to the party...before goin we stop by to gather around mmu round about...den we left for mitc hotel...when we reached thr it was stil quite early...so we kinda took a couple pics of ourself...n heck..i love tis pic..XD....

den the bus finally arrived..so we head inside of the hotel..n was craving for food..coz we kinda starved ourselves practically the whole day...bcoz we wana eat bak our rm38...haha...n somehw the food thr...was like...LIMITED....n nt reli nice..haih...so i gues practically we jz filled out stomaches wif drinks.....tons n tons of drinks...haih...n the games tht they played aso nt reli nice...was kinda boring actually...haih....well...all the boring stuf has a plus side i gues...is tht when every1 is bored...haha...we start taking pics here thr everywhr n wif every1...XD...so here r a few shots of the pics tht i took...XD.... (lazy type captions...XD)

Party eve

today is the eve to a big party tht is goin to b held in mitc hotel tml..jz hop cn enjoy most of it..wel..wil hv a post bout the party soon..XD..n hopfully its wif tons of pics..aha

Exile...

the feel of being exile...kept in the dark..wat cn i do?....all i cn do is stare at the backs n shadows of those ppl who exile me...left me alone....wat else cn i do...all i eva wanted was to b a part of sumting..n all i get was being exile....

Tears...

Tears....
it is known to many tht if one shed tears...he o she is either extremely happy or extremely sad...thr are tears of joy n tears of despair...thr is only a fine line tht seperates this 2...izzit worth to shed tears?...i hv no idea hw long has it been since i last shed a drop of tears...whether it is tears of joy o tears of despair....bt currently..i feel like bursting out in tears...shedding every last drop of tears from the bottom of my heart....i wonder...is blog reli a place for u to post ur life's story..o izzit a place for u to complain...to type out ur hearts sufferings...feeling teary today...for stuf tht happen n did nt happen..somehw it just feel like everyting is goin in the wrong direction...some may say tht its stress..some mite say its nt..bt somehw..it jz doesnt feel rite...haih...for tings tht happen n did nt happen today..i jz hope tht i cn erase all of it...forget the very existence of every sad memory...hop tht wif every single drop of tears tht is shed...1 sad memory cn b erase...no matter hw big or hw small it is...it mite b a small spat..a small disagreement...a small sense of annoyance...a small sense of dis satisfactory...or u mite jz woke up at the wrong side of the bed in the morning..an arguement...annoyed til u don talk to each other...a big arguement...a fight...a broken promise..every last bit of bitter memory...den every drop of tears is worth shedding...if nt..thr is no point in revealing ur weakest form..when thr is no one thr to support u n aid u back up when u fall apart..
Tears...jz hope tht by tml..i won feel down no more...Tears...

Early breeze in da morning...

hmm...i gues i cnt reli consider it to b morning anymore...bt seriously...i jz woke up like half an hr ago....nw its 1.56pm...it was such a nice weather...it was rainning...n somehw it felt like tht rain was thr to aid to solve some matter tht happen ytd nite...so i gues da rain did came in a veli gd time...da whole morning was breezy n even til nw...in da afternoon thr is like no sun at all...so i gues today is like 1 of those day wif a veli nice weather...bt a somewhat slow day...today is a nice day..bt somehw its slow...haha...well..jz hop to get stuf done in time n all...peace...

Not knowing..

haih...1 of da worst tings in life is nt noeing..the feeling of nt noeing is jz terrible...haih!

speaking test..

lolz..had my muet speaking test today...n it was crappish...for some unknown reason..haih..most of my groupmates were like hving stomachache jz b4 we got in..n when i got in ...my mind was totally dead...=.=..n to top tht off..i got a bloody hell topic..lolz..religious background hlps build ones character?..=.=...for those tht noe me..edi noe tht i aint no saint n im nt a reli religious guy...so wat the heck...wan me to talk on religion..lolz...so all i did was crapping..n at da end..dint crap much...actually i ended my own time b4 it actually ends...haih..den at the end..the discussion part...aso fail to talk alot as well...dint hv much to say..so i tink i did kinda bad for da speaking test..haih...now all i cn do is jz hop for da best n somehw believe tht tings wil b better tml...lolz..such faith..i noe..haih...

Breakers

arghh arggh arghh...ting tht i cnt stand da most...promise breakers...i mean if u cnt do it..don promise it..if nt don not do it...its like freaking anoying when u got promised something n ppl don deliver..they r like on a totally different lv from liars..i mean liars jz lie..its a str8 forward lie..they don gv u hop o nyting..bt wat da heck...a promise is like a garuantee...n when ppl jz break it...its freakin freakin anoying...i mean ok la...sometimes its unavoidable...coz tings don alwas go ur way..if u hv a solid reason n all..ok..bt if nt..its jz pure plain crappish!...aih

Finally...

hehe..finally...done wif the finals...XD...n so far..ok la..cn do..haha...so nt too bad...XD...bt somehw i tink the exam time is like wayyy tooooo long..lolz...fell asleep in thr...zzz...bt im happy tht i cn do..XD

Last hour of exam...

lolz...jz posting tis in my frenz apartment..haha..last hr b4 exam..XD....in an hr more...i wil taking my physics lab finals....haha...well..jz hoping for da best..XD...cnt screw tis up..coz im aiming for 4.0...XD...

Personality test

hehe..so i took a personality test..n gues wat..tis is da result of wat kind of fren i m..XD

The Melancholy As a Friend

• Makes friends cautiously
• Content to stay in background
• Avoids causing attention
• Faithful and devoted
• Will listen to complaints
• Can solve other's problems
• Deep concern for other people
• Moved to tears with compassion
• Seeks ideal mate

The Sanguine As a Friend

• Makes friends easily
• Loves People
• Thrives on compliments
• Seems exciting
• envied by others
• Doesn't hold grudges
• apologizes quickly
• Prevents dull moments
• Likes spontaneous activities

The Phlegmatic As a Friend

• Easy to get along with
• Pleasant and enjoyable
• Inoffensive
• Good listener
• Dry sense of humor
• Enjoys watching people
• Has many friends
• Has compassion and concern

The Choleric As a Friend

• Has little need for friends
• Will work for group activity
• Will lead and organize
• Is usually right
• Excels in emergencies

Funny stuf..

erm..here r some funny stuf tht i found...hop to reduce some of the stress tht we face..haha...

10 Commandment of Marriage

Commandment 1
Marriages are made in heaven. But so are thunder and lightning.

Commandment 2
If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say; talk in your sleep.

Commandment 3
Marriage is grand -- and divorce is at least 100 grand!

Commandment 4
Married life is very frustrating. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbours listen.

Commandment 5
When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: Either the car is new or the wife is.

Commandment 6
Marriage is when a man and woman become as one. The trouble starts when they try to decide which one.

Commandment 7
Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say. After marriage, he will fall asleep before you finish.

Commandment 8
Every man wants a wife who is beautiful, understanding, economical, and a good cook.But the law allows only one wife.

Commandment 9
Marriage and love are purely matter of chemistry. That is why wives treat husbands like toxic waste.

Commandment 10
A man is incomplete until he is married. After that, he is finished.

Bonus Commandment ( Story )
A long married couple came upon a wishing well. The husband leaned over, made a wish and threw in a penny. The wife decided to make a wish too. But she leaned over too much, fell into the well, and drowned. The husband was stunned for a moment but then smiled,......."It really works!"SMILE, IT'S TAX FREE!

Life at mmu so far...

lets c...b4 making my decision to come to mmu i was reli fickle minded bet utar n mmu n aso f6..bt somehw in da end i decided to come mmu..n i m glad tht i made tis choice...haha...somehw tings took a turn for da better once i came here...gt to noe tons of ppl here...had tons of fun during the orientation week..i mean at 1st was like...erm..ok...boring n all..bt after like 1 o 2 days...haha..reli started to enjoy orientation...n had tons of fun...after tht class started...n gt tons of work..presentation n all...den in da end..made alot of new frenz..o shud i say best frenz..haha..so practically hving a so so gd life...i mean up n downs of life cnt b avoided...so u wil feel down at times n all..bt we cn only wish for tings to b better..hop for da best...XD





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New Blog

hmm...tis is my new blog..jz trying to start tings all over again...like my blog name...Regenesis...so tis is my 1st post for tis blog...lets c...i tink i wil jz start stuf on da nxt post..jz wana try out blogspot...XD...peace out..Josh