Finally....

a new semester has began...and its killing me...is either that im way too busy...or im just way too tired...to be blogging despite there is quite a number of stuff i want to blog about...and when i finally have the time...and the mood...i totally forgotten what is it that i want to write about...haih...so i think i wil just write about what ever that comes to mind....

i been wanting to blog about anger and hatred for quite sometime now...so here it is....anger and hatred...are they similar?...or are they two different entities...i find that they are different in many sense....cause when you are angry... its because they pissed you off in someway or even fault you...but in time you will come to forgive them...cause you only get angry at people who you care about..but when you hate someone...its all the way to the bone...you feel like slamming them into a wall...no matter what they do will be annoying in your eyes..that is pure hatred....and there is no way in hell you will come to like them...no matter what they do....but there is only a fine border line between anger and hatred as anger can easily turn into hatred...so if you made someone angry or unintentionally pissed someone off its best to have fix the situation and apologize as soon as possible...
lab starts tomorrow..and it sucks!!...argh!....stupid labs...this semester is packed with labs...i have no idea how am i going to survive...T.T....and chinese new year is just around the corner...but im still not feeling the mood yet...i guess the chinese new year mood in me still havent kick in yet...i think thats about it..im stuck..i have no idea what to write summore...suddenly lost the blogging mood...so i guess thats all for this post..until next time...toodles....

Josh

The bittersweet ending...

after 3 long weeks...my holiday have come to an end....well..its a rather bittersweet ending....hmm...but mostly bitter...there is no greater way to end my holiday than the release of my results..way to go mmu...thanks for giving me the bitter ending of my holiday..cis...my results were so dreadful!...i can practically shoot myself in the head....there were some sweet part to my holiday...i was able to sleep in till late in the afternoon...haha...yes...tons and tons and tons of undisturbed sleep... and there were lots of outing and so on with my secondary classmates...so it was nice to see them again after quite some time...come to think of it...its actually the first time where mmu's holiday clash with other universities' holiday...lets see...what else..i drove to muar...for otak otak...hehe....and also i had tons of satay this holiday..so that was pleasurable...XD...but all the food and lack of exercise certainly have some negative effect...for example..BEFORE all the food and all...and this is AFTER all the meals and lack of exercise...T.T.....and today i had one of the worst idea ever....today was the last day of my holiday..so i thought...hmm..what better way to end it than to go watch jackie chan's new movie....the spy next door....my god..if i had a gun i would have shot myself countless times inside the cinema...the acting was soooo horrible...it was dreadful...jackie chan was stiff...but the kids...they were at rock bottom...they SUCKED!!!....the acting all were sooooooo dam stiff.....it was so wooden..i can get splinters just by watching them act....so for those of you that plan to watch this...GOD FORBID...no...never!.....its a total waste of time and money...its dreadful!!!!....so i guess that basically wrap up my 3 weeks of holiday...somehow dull but yet entertaining...but nothing stays happy forever..so that would explain the bitter ending of my holiday....T.T.....

Errors....

the funny thing about technical error...

is that you can usually figure out what cause the problem and fix everything up...

so that its as good as new...i wish i could say the same for human error...

wouldnt it be great if when we really screw up...we can figure out what make us act like a jackass in the first place and fix that mistake...but we are better off when we could avoid the stupid choices in the first place..take a minute...and think about the collateral damage that we cause in other people's life..but as it is all that we have is that "Im sorry"..

but what happens when you dont even get that simple sorry from those that fault you...life still goes on?...or everything else comes to a halt?....

2010...

the last night of 2009...

today is 01/01/2010....its the start of the new decade....2009 is finally over...its in the past....2009 was like any other years...there were ups...
and there were downs...

there were tears...

and there were joy....

there were hate...

and there were love....

to get to 2010 i have seen the best...

i have seen the worst...

i have touched the sky...

i have hit the wall...

i have been a fool...

i have been afraid...

i have been injured....

i have been loved..

i have been lied to...

i have been wrong...

i have been right...

but now is to write a whole new chapter in my life....

what might have happened in the past shaped me to what i am today...the past couple of weeks was nothing like a roller coaster ride for me..it was more of a submarine ride..where it just sink and sink and sink without stop...but yesterday..everything was ok for once...because i was reminded that no matter what happens there will always be those that cared...we had a small gathering at jas's house..yes...it was not a big place with swimming pool...the food was no 5 star cuisine....the wine was cheap and the vodka was crappy....but the only thing that matters was the people around...its at moment like this where you need to pause for a moment and take a look around...these are the people who reminds you that you are very much alive...these are the people that matters....so HAPPY 2010 people...

the wine cellar...

picking out potatoes...

me and jas...

marinating the chicken wings...

the carrots...

aaron chopping up the pork...

me with the stupid expression..wang with the stupid hand..andrew with the stupid grin..jhii lien hiding from wang...hong yuen with the cacat leg...

kong...jhii lien and me...

the few that matters....

spreading the love...

looks wrong...but it was fun...

sisterhood?..

dreaming away...

drunk?...

the vodka girl...

the drinkers...

the pic speaks for itself..

last one...

what better way to start off 2010 than some mahjong...

some part of the party pictures were not taken..but heck...good times like this who needs a picutre....those heart warming moments and laughter were engraved into our hearts...which is worth more than a million pictures...i cant think of any other way to end this post than a song which is the mashup of top 25 hits in 2009...the united of pop 2009....

Josh...2010.....