The road not taken...

that day i was having class and in the middle of the class my mind just started to wander off into the realm of what if.....therefore i started to imagine all the possibilities that might happened....what would happen if i dint take mechanical engineering..if i would just stick with what i got and went to cyber...how would my life turn out then...what if i dint attend mmu and attended a local uni which i was offered a scholarship.....what if i just joined utar instead of mmu and pursue my studies in mechatronics.....what if i just went to form 6....what would really happen.....i was there sitting in the middle of the lecture day dreaming of all this what if and it kinda lead me to the crucial decision of whether or not i took the correct major....therefore im having yet another internal conflict...like what happened previously when i was fickle minded whether to stay in melaka or go to cyber....now there it is again...the big dilemma all over...but is it too late to do anything about it?...i wonder...i sat there wondering...i went home and laid on my bed and continue to wonder and i doze off into the realm of dreams where everything is possible and there everything was perfect i got everything i ever wanted....but unfornutately i was brought back to reality when my msn received a nudge....all the road not taken...what if....i could only wonder...should i take a stand and fight for what i believe and wish for?..or just sit back and let the chips fall into place....gosh...i really dont know anymore....but one thing is for sure is that if i dint enter mmu i wouldnt have get to know the people whom i now know....its a blessing in the cursed mentality of mine...