Merdeka's Blues...

i have no idea why...but i have the mood to blog out of the blue...today is independence day eve..or should i say by the time im done it should already be independence day...so in conjunction with that i should wish malaysia...Selamat Hari Merdeka...52nd anniversary if im nt mistaken...well..do forgive me if im wrong...cause im not that patriotic..haha...nyway... stumble across something this year...i know many bloggers have already blog about this...but im goin to blog about it anyway...this is for those that still doesnt have any idea...this year there is something call 15 malaysia..where there are 15 short clips made by malaysian film makers to show what is malaysia..well...what is so special about this is that its not the usual stuff where you just show the good side..this is something where they show you even the bad side..what are the socioeconomical problems that we faced and so on...if you want more info..you can visit this link http://15malaysia.com/ here is one of the clips to let you guys see what izzit all about...

well..not all are like this..some are just pure idiotic..haha..so..you be the judge of that...and there is also this year's merdeka song..satu suara..a wonderful piece..but i still find here is my home is better..but its not that bad...here is the song...

anyway...other than independence day...haih..been feeling so unproductive the past few days...its as though i got nothing done at all...which is bad..cause i feel like crap...all i did was wonder off mindlessly on facebook for the past few days...infact thats all i ever did...and also been watching tons of movie..haih..ahhhh....and for some unknown reason i feel trap....in a very abstract way....i have no idea how to explain it..its just frustrating the way it is...i just hope that its a phase and it will pass...if not i wil really die of this frustration..haih...